Hiiii . Actually , you'll be the only person to read it so , keep it to yourself and don't let anyone know about this post kayythanks . Well , firstly , just know that I am aware that you're attached and I have absolutely no fucking intention to fucking break you guys up . I just want you to know the truth , the truth that you are darn oblivious of . yknow , I know about the you-camping-outside-her-shop thing and I honestly feel that you like her . I mean , hello , which human has that much time to camp outside someone's store just to wait for the person to fucking get off work . "She is just my friend" yeah sure , dismiss it that way but let me tell you , even if I like someone , I don't have that much fucking time to wait outside one fucking shop for very long just to go home together or whatsoever . "Oh , just wanna go home together with her mah " dude , stop lying kay . you two don't even live near each other . how the fuck can you go home together when one live at yishun one live at bangkit ? feel free to tell me other reasons , I can still say more stuff .

Oh and remember that time when she suddenly appeared outside the school gym ? yeah , that time when you said "oh shyt oh shyt . why you pop out ." i swear after hearing , i wanted to rip you apart . I seriously have no idea how on earth can you say those words or even believe the lie she said !? Come on lahh , who on earth can't tell that she is just faking her smile tryna talk to you . IN CASE YOU HAVE NO NOTICED YET , SHE IS FUCKING HURT BY WHAT YOU SAID .  Well , compared to her , she is already good . if it was me , I'mma murder you . lmfao .

And when you and your girlf has problems , who the fuck was there for you to listen to all your rants ? who the fuck was there sacrificing her fucking sleep just to listen to your rants ? who the fuck sacrificed studying just to fucking listen you you rant , cheer you up , talk to you !? Who the fuck was there to cheer you up when your own fucking girlf fucking failed to do so ? I mean , not tryna be rude or anything but seriously , as someone's girlf , you're supposed to make the other party happy , not fucking upset every single fucking time . Maybe you can say , you love her so you can tolerate her , but ask yourself , how long can you tolerate her ? Months ? Years ? Admit it , we're all human , we all have our limits . we can only tolerate so much and when so much becomes too much , we fucking explode .

And , I also wanna post what I wrote a few idk when ago .

Firstly , you shouldn't have rushed into the r/s because you've not fully understood her . You guys are only at the infatuation part . Seriously . I'm not being mean , not being a bitch about this but this is from my pov . Even if you don't have experience in love or have very little experience , or whatsoever , you should know this . Rushing , will only cause more hurt . But if you think , she's the right one , then go ahead . but , from what I see , you're not exceptionally happy , in fact , you're happier when you're with your friends . Yes , girls have pms , sure , say that , but , mood swings everyday , seriously ? I'm a girl and I don't get mood swings EVERYDAY . Since you've stalked her twitter , don't you still get what kind of girl she is ?

Secondly , without love , there won't be commitments . Since you don't love her fully , how the hell can you be committed to her ? And since it's impossible to be committed to her , why the hell are you guys still struggling with this damn relationship ? Is it that fun to play with love ? Is it that fun to play with each other ?

Thirdly , how sure are you , she isn't playing with you ? Yes , everyone have gotten hurt before , I did too . I got toyed for one fucking month , but I'm still alive , and still have yet to take revenge on guys but I have no intention to . Not everyone would take revenge , I'll not say she is taking revenge but , how sure are you ? For her to know you less than a week and she can say she love you , believe all you want but I seriously don't . It's the fact that within 3 months , it's infatuation . Deny all you want , feel free . but you'll come to admit it someday , somehow .

I really hope you will get it . I think you're a nice guy , so I also don't wanna see you get hurt . But really lahh , don't stupid can ? She serious , you serious , she not serious , you not serious . You think you God ah ? You think you'll know her hidden motives and her real feelings ah ? If she really loves you , she wouldn't complain about how long she have waited for you . She wouldn't think only for herself . To love , and be together , it takes 2 willing human . And once you've gotten together with someone , comes the commitment . The trust , care & concern you have to show to your partner . It's no longer just you , don't forget that . When you have your other half , you've gotta think for that person too before you do something , you have to consider his or her feelings first . So , if you think you're unable to do that , one advice for you , break and continue learning .

Uncle , open your eyes wide wide can ? How on earth can you like someone that is so damn fake and neglect one that is real and cares so fucking much for you ? I really don't wanna see another tricia .. Though the first time was partly our fault . Just , go use your heart and think . Really think . Think very very hard .

Remember , I don't wanna break you guys up , I just want you to know the truth . it's fine if you get angry at me for saying all of these , it's totally fine . as long as you fucking wake up and open your eyes WIDE . it's totally fine yknow .

oh and just to let you know , because of that fucking failed surprise , that girl have been crying non stop kay . she cried and play badminton , cried when she ran and did her footwork , cried when she was eating . seriously , dude , I've never fucking seen her cry over a guy like that man . cry and do all those stuff . for unknowing causing her pain , i just wanna say , FUCK YOU .  _|_